From owner-freebsd-hackers@FreeBSD.ORG Sat Aug 3 10:14:27 2013 Return-Path: Delivered-To: freebsd-hackers@freebsd.org Received: from mx1.freebsd.org (mx1.freebsd.org [8.8.178.115]) (using TLSv1 with cipher ADH-AES256-SHA (256/256 bits)) (No client certificate requested) by hub.freebsd.org (Postfix) with ESMTP id 6DD0F9F1 for ; Sat, 3 Aug 2013 10:14:27 +0000 (UTC) (envelope-from aamitr4@gmail.com) Received: from mail-lb0-x233.google.com (mail-lb0-x233.google.com [IPv6:2a00:1450:4010:c04::233]) (using TLSv1 with cipher ECDHE-RSA-RC4-SHA (128/128 bits)) (No client certificate requested) by mx1.freebsd.org (Postfix) with ESMTPS id EB3F52E0D for ; Sat, 3 Aug 2013 10:14:26 +0000 (UTC) Received: by mail-lb0-f179.google.com with SMTP id v1so1012468lbd.24 for ; Sat, 03 Aug 2013 03:14:24 -0700 (PDT) DKIM-Signature: v=1; a=rsa-sha256; c=relaxed/relaxed; d=gmail.com; s=20120113; h=mime-version:date:message-id:subject:from:to:content-type; bh=MkisG85mfZovoylID0FuATLEwtYkXdXzRad+u2EpHCY=; b=gMzcTnE0yEzSoEXBktB0AQAArceIqmlmqq3ybxeRNsMbYMZHAzx+2IVEEXa4OHm8wy V69Nmqs6GNTyM9TGDoYrqf3uK/0ZbtOiUWVxyveEXZB+kVk74ubQZ1qk8t0pj+uOGl0I 5uLdyU7XQ0mi0a8C4aaSwohsAbIB23i320kyXf1gVWE0fblgn9E2Po1D3nQkMxi567pF U1CmV/FsbtkEc5hZxxSNA/lLJkHe/REulZ/CcocDvcvhjwxjevwRw7szaDH0C/jFVq98 vWQY1npz+28nKonzUWsTfGXFwA74ysHHu7Nc/gvWfT+HolU1+eQNvU3ZOU7uL+GSOTLS 79kg== MIME-Version: 1.0 X-Received: by 10.152.29.103 with SMTP id j7mr4594570lah.7.1375524864741; Sat, 03 Aug 2013 03:14:24 -0700 (PDT) Received: by 10.152.45.178 with HTTP; Sat, 3 Aug 2013 03:14:24 -0700 (PDT) Date: Sat, 3 Aug 2013 10:14:24 +0000 Message-ID: Subject: I am frustrated From: Amit Rawat To: freebsd-hackers@freebsd.org Content-Type: text/plain; charset=ISO-8859-1 X-Content-Filtered-By: Mailman/MimeDel 2.1.14 X-BeenThere: freebsd-hackers@freebsd.org X-Mailman-Version: 2.1.14 Precedence: list List-Id: Technical Discussions relating to FreeBSD List-Unsubscribe: , List-Archive: List-Post: List-Help: List-Subscribe: , X-List-Received-Date: Sat, 03 Aug 2013 10:14:27 -0000 Hi, I am Amit Rawat. Here is the link to my two proposal which I submitted in two consecutive year 1. https://www.google-melange.com/gsoc/proposal/review/google/gsoc2012/amitrawat10/1#c8001 2. https://www.google-melange.com/gsoc/proposal/review/google/gsoc2013/amitrawat10/12001 But I didn't get selected. I posted the mail in freebsd hackers as per the instruction http://lists.freebsd.org/pipermail/freebsd-hackers/2013-April/042411.html and what I propose is based on the fact given by the people of freebsd. I spent one year on working in freebsd. I remain most of the time in the irc channel #freebsd-soc and #bsdmisp. I maintain the blog https://amit10rawat.wordpress.com/ as per suggested by the google. I follow all the mailing list. Now I don't know why I didn't get selected and How many times I need to apply to get selected. Now I am confused what to do to get selected to freebsd.. It is total waste of time and energy and every time they give lame excuses to me. I tried hard to attach to this community but it is really disappointing and frustrating. When I see the result I found that some of them never came to IRC or even tried to post anything on freebsd mailing list. I am questioning the selection procedure of freebsd. I have no faith in it. I have few questions 1. FreeBSD FUSE* *has been allotted two slots before and third this time. One project with three slot. 2. Port GlusterFS to FreeBSD how it can be completed since it depends on FUSE as written by the project submitter. But FUSE is still not ported. 3. What is the relation b/w capsicum and FreeBSD ? and Why capsicum project are put in freebsd slots ? The management of project is disaster. If my project is not so worth people should have said it before. I would have applied to some other community which care about the people who want to join the community. Regards, Amit Rawat